How dare you judge me.
You people and your “perfect” sappy little lives. Lives that never had to work for anything .
You cannot begin to contemplate what I’ve been through as a being.
So don’t even try to understand me, and criticize me.
I work my best with what I am capable of at that very point of time.
I am going to disappear this week. Because I have been doing so much for everyone, but none for my studies.
I have a life too, a great one.
So go away.
Please do.
Love was murdered today. Yet there wasn’t a big ruckus about it. There weren’t any investigations or allegations. No police tapes. People simply went on with their lives, living as if it was just a normal day.
That familiar state of melancholy returned once more. And it had to choose this point of time in my life. A Significant point in my life, where I was on the brink of change, of converging a new path, a path of happiness. It was just round the corner, just as Christmas is. Yet I was pushed back down that stairwell of darkness and solitary.
You reap what you sow, the law of retribution at work. Keeps ringing in my mind, like a tape playing itself over and over.
But what is it that I have done in the past so bad, to receive such dreadful consequences. I pray to God, that He will reveal it all to me.
This all has to go, all the pain, all the hurts, all the mistakes, my life, has no room for the past. For it has no meaning to me no more. Savoring, what is left of it. Only makes me want it more, but that is not why the past or memories were created.
They were created for a purpose far from what I’m doing, the past was created so that we wouldn’t have to repeat the things which weren’t relevant to us. The memories, were so that we could commemorate what was done, reliving the memories, but not physically.
Rambling in tears only creates confusion as you may see.
Thus it ends here.
Right here, right now.
Everything.
Gone.
This is my latest investment, it came from days of sweating and toiling.
For over 2 months I starved myself. Just so that I would be able to obtain this magical invention.
My very own. PlayStation 2.
If you have eyes, thats a Wireless controller( so when I pangsai also can play.)
Oh, and I was kidding about toiling and stuff, Salvation SDN. BHD. pays me well. I didn’t actually have to wait two months if I knew earlier how cheap it was.XD
Extremely cheap dei, BUT, I won’t tell you how much.=p
My next investment target:-
Yep! It’s time to put my gifted fingers, and sexy mouth, to use. =D This one will prolly take longer than 2 months la…hehe..
Look at that sexay thing! If I get one, I’ll name it Levi Jr. What better name for such a sexy creation. =D
So, Anyone wanna sell their Saxophone?I really don’t mind a Second-Hand one. Seriously.=)
Help me look around ya peeps.
Again, help me. Exam. pfft. rawrr.
Well, lets see what I did today.
Went to college to re-collect my Exam docket.(Because I lost the original the day I received it.-_-)
Went for lunch with the Guys.
Then headed to the Curve to meet up with Angeline, Ben, Alex, his siblings, and friends, and also Enoch.=)
We just sat at Starbucks and talked about everything under the Sun, which basically includes sadistic remarks.
BUT, the highlight of the day was me adding to my collection of Paulo Coelho’s books, which I currently only have , The Zahir and The Alchemist. I stepped into Popular Bookstore and there before my eyes, lay the most amazing cover I’ve ever seen. And it wasn’t alone, it had friends, about Ten of em’. =D I’m talking about books f.y.i . AND, me bought four of em’ *grins*.
There it is. Four. The Pilgrimage, By the River Pierdra I sat down and wept, The Devil and Miss Prym, and Like a Flowing River.
Just a few more copies and it shall be complete.=D
Not everyone likes the International Bestselling Author, Paulo Coelho’s writing, but I LOVE it!
Simply because I can relate to his stories, stories of dreams, hope, love, traverse, culture, and many more. The way he produces it in such a deep and rather poetic way captivates me. So yea.
And someone pleaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeee slap me into study mode. Cos’ I’m far from it. But my finals aren’t cos it’s next week!! aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Will be back and loaded after exams.=)
I have a problem that I have just found out today.
I have absolutely no idea this problem has been with me my whole life, sucking the energy out of me.
It is by the Grace of God that He has chosen this very special day to reveal this weakness in me.
There is no surgery that can remove this defect, only time will tell how much I can train myself to be able to get rid of this problem.
I shall now tell the world this problem, I will not be ashamed, because the truth will set you free!
I… Have… A…. Problem… With….
Yes! You heard me! I have a problem with the “S” or rather “S’s”…rawrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!
I tried to convince people that I really wanted to Narrate for the Christmas Production.
So I just randomly read the lines with the deepest voice I could come up with.
BUT! In Pastor’s words, ” You have the voice! It’s just you tend to have S’s behind your words,”
It’s very faint, but it’s obvious when it’s just the words alone coming out from the monitors.
=(
They’ll give me another try next week. I have to do whatever it takes to get rid of those annoying “S’s”!!!
Help me?
Me so sad.
hehe..
Big Thanks to all who have donated for the Social Concern Jogathon! Below are the names of those who signed and donated on my card.=)
In total the amount collected was RM133.6!!!
Thank all for your sincere donations, the kids at Rumah Juara will be so thankful.
Special Thanks to Su Li for helping cos I got Face Problem..XD
Thats all for now..
Thanks again!!!
One of the wonders available if you’re living at Jasmine Towers.=)
Life has been like a roller coaster,
then again, it’s my choice whether I want to end this ride, this ride of discomfort,
Temporary pleasure.
I need to get off and hop on to the freight train and never look back.
The game on Sunday. Simply electrifying.
Every second of it’s 90 minutes and extra was never once a bore,
When two great teams meet they can’t even score great goals,
But only manage to score scrappy ones, just like the all new “Hand of God” by Gallas
Which saw to the first goal of the match.
It still leaves pundits, critics and fans unanswered towards who will the Champions at the end of the season.
Long way to go.
Let’s await.
Will Captionalize some of them on another day. Too tired now.=)
After the exciting day I went back to 1u again, to TGIF, for Pigeline’s super belated B’day, I’ll let her post it herself la..=p
I’m too lazy.hehe..
Nite peeps.
You must be saying “Finally a non-emo post.“
Well, we’re talking like normal again. As in literally normal la. So I’m contented. God guide us.
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