Grrrr….

I got nothing but this from yesterday’s Coffee Bean futsal tourney. pfft.

Enjoy.

I got a bloody scar on me beautiful hairy leg. rawr.

Camembert Cheese Tart

Camembert Cheese Tart.

First Bite. My teeth sinks into that soft and gentle yellow colored cake. A mixture of softness and crunchiness, a melting sensation emerges behind that glorious presentation. Swiftly flowing down the esofagus, trailing behind bits of cheese and oreo-like pieces.

The following bites, one cannot put into words. It’s a feeling that can only be experienced not explained,

Camembert Cheese Tart. Simply the Best. Overwhelmed my entire body.

You HAVE to try it. This is cheese, at it’s best.

El Prodigal

.Luke 15:11-32, Bible Experience by Zondervan

^“11Jesus continued: “There was a man who had two sons. ¹²The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them.

¹³“Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. ¹⁴After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. ¹⁵So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. ¹⁶He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

¹⁷“When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! ¹⁸I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. ¹⁹I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.’ ²⁰So he got up and went to his father
“But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

²¹“The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.^[b]‘

²²“But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. ²³Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. ²⁴For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate.

²⁵“Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. ²⁶So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. ²⁷‘Your brother has come,’ he replied, ‘and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.’

²⁸“The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. ²⁹But he answered his father, ‘Look! All these years I’ve been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. ³⁰But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!’

³¹” ‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. ³²But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.”

Luke 15:11-32

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I feel I can put myself in the prodigal son’s shoes.  Well all except for the wealth part. A few years ago, I left, not physically but emotional and spiritually. I left in anger and bitterness, to search for my own identity, the prodigal son in the story asked for his share of the estate, I wanted my own identity, an identity that when people remember my name the will see my face, not the face of another, my father, or my family. But me. In the process unfortunately, I went wayward, lost my intentions, just maybe the son had intentions such as mine. He probably wanted to take the money, and make it on his own, in the real world, make himself established, just maybe. I tried, I failed. I did all but the right things, the sins on my list if you wrote them down the list will go on forever. It’s okay to make mistakes, except the ones that destroy you. I made the latter.  Not once or twice but over and over again. I was an addictions, I was stuck, six feet under at such a young age. I wasted all my efforts, instead of trying to make my own name, my own image, I ruined it, and brought down my family and my father’s name. Soon enough I was indulging in the pigs food, or rather worldly rubbish.

Where I am right now, is on the way back to my father’s house. I may not have reached, but I’m halfway there, getting there, hopeful, regretful, shaken, broken, destroyed, torn apart, yet, still hopeful. I know there will be people that will try to pull me down, out of vengeance, envy, anger, God knows what reason, but I will resist, I will strive forward, for If my God is for me, who can be against me.

As much as the world feels I don’t deserve a second chance, too bad Grace feels the opposite, Grace and Mercy is the reason we are alive, Grace and Mercy is the reason I can still walk and talk, Grace and Mercy will be the reason I get that Second Chance, and those of you who want to prevent that, you won’t face me, but my Maker.

I wish I could work out my consequences, and not just wait for it to pass. I wish retribution was possible in this world, but we all know, punishment is inevitable, even when one doesnt deserve it. The world has come to a point where evil has covered the earth, although good still reigns, evil still tries to destroy lives each day.

Let me go, release me. Let me fly, let me run, let me free. I want to soar once again.

I thank God for my guardian angel, constantly protecting me. What would I do without you.

I’m coming back.

I am.

Give me time.

Time is what everyone needs.

And I am someone,

I need time.

Talentime(2009)

Dear Yasmin Ahmad,

I just want to say thank you, for making such a beautiful masterpiece. It’s a love story, a beautiful one embedded in the depths of a multi-cultured society, in which I can easily identify with. You have compiled a great crew to make this movie, a “local” movie with an international standard.  I see the love between couples, family members, and friends. I cannot possibly not feel somewhat connected with the characters in this movie, which is by the way played by an amazing cast, both new talents and seasoned familiar faces. A storyline which sucked me into hurdles of emotions. To those who say your movies are controversial, they are just being ignorant of the truth. The truth that you bring about our country some may not understand because it is from different viewpoints, but it  is the truth. Talentime really brings that particular nostalgic feeling, high school could have never been portrayed so perfectly. And the soundtrack, its purely inspirational, it’s genuine mixture of local talents proves to everyone that Malaysia can make it with the big boys. So please do produce the official soundtrack, it will without a doubt be the best local movie soundtrack ever.  So thank you, for placing a chance to appreciate and love our country in our hearts, thank you for giving us a chance to admire such great talents, thank you for making your movies just the way they are,unique at heart, and thank you for 117 blissful minutes of Talentime.

Your faithful fan,

Levi Asher

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If you like movies. Watch this.

If you adore tear-jerkers and witty jokes. Watch this.

If you want to take your partner to the movies. This would be perfect.

If you want to bring your whole family out for movie. Watch this.

If you feel like going to the movies alone. Watch this.

If you love great art. Watch this.

If your a Malaysian. Watch, this.

Talentime

“A combination of emotions, sound, and character, makes this one simply exquisite.“

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p/s: Krispy Kreme is opening in Midvalley!!!!!!!!

I owe you people and myself an update.

It’s that phase again where we call it writer’s block. Mainly because I havent been really dealing with alot of writing lately. Due to the subjects this semester in particular.

Well, Trust Me. My current favorite show. It’s just so honest and blatant, you can’t really feel the overwhelming and exaggeration from hollywood, but instead it’s honesty about the advertising industry and it’s problems, and how not everything is perfect. It’s just a very wholesome show. =)

Graphic Design. Is what I might be doing, in 2010. Although in this generation, ANYONE can be a graphic designer, all you need is awesome photoshop skills. But I just wanna get the basics and all. There’s only so much you can get from tutorials.LOL That’s all I want from the course. Then we’ll see how we go from there. =D

That’s all for now. Streamyx is being a pain, and the weather’s messed up. Nobody’s honestly excited about the new PM. So living in today’s world, isn’t easy.

Geeky Me

My New Geeky specs.. woo hoo.. =p

I would like to sincerely thank EVERYONE for making my 2oth the best so far. You guys have been reaaaaaaaaaally reaaaaaaaaallyyy sweet. THank you all for the presents, wishes, and no kisses. haha. You guys rock la. =)

Thank you very much. You KNOW who you are. =)

Thank you. =)

My 20th birthday wish-list.

UPDATED!

I crossed out the ones where I have received. hehe. God is Goooooooooooodddddddddddd.. woo hoo!!.

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I know it’s very very perasaan. Frankly I wouldn’t, but people wanna know what I want. haha. I don’t really need anything right now, but this is all just wants.=)

1. A pair of Zildjian Anti-Vibe 5A sticks. ( even though I hardly play nowadays, I still want it ever since I broke my first one.=| )

2. A Squash Set, racket and balls. =p ( I really do wanna exercise. xD ) courtesy of Ben and Kat. =D thank you!

3.  A  sweater vest. ( always wanted one. chuckbass. haha)

4.  19″ Computer Monitor. ( would definitely make designing and video editing so much easier . =p )

5.  Spongebob Squarepants Boxers. ( waaaaat.. its cute. xD )

6.  Some new sneakers. (after 3 years, my converse is beginning to retire. sigh ) God is good. So are GTPJ leaders. muahahaha.. thank you danny . =) i will continue to slave for u.. LOL

7. A new scent. ( my dior collections are finishing. xD )

8. A full cap. ( also wanted another one since I lost mine like yeaaaaaaars ago. haha. )

9. New Specs!! ( haha.. my power increased. xD and my specs are like scratched one side. lol ) Courtesy of theParents. woo hoo!! i got those thick frame specs. hehehehe.. converse.. geek yo! .=p

10. Sigg water bottle.  ( then i’ll never break my bottle again. haha. )

There, you have it. 10. what a perfect number, half my age-to-be. =)

It’s also 10 days to my birthday fyi. xD

Please, do feel free(or expensive. LOL. so lame) to grant me the desires of my heart. *wink.

woot woot. Sunburst is comingggggggggggggggggg . exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

chaooooooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Sunburst can redeem my trust if they bring Blink 182 when they go on their reunion tour. xD 08 was better than 09. period.

But one positive thing i found. I am now certified NOT a metal fan. xD I lasted 5 sec in Korn and left. xD

I’m sooooooooo totally a soul boy la. lol

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On another note:

*sings* Man u’s having a melt down………… weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

And the world rejoices.

At this rate Arsenal could be champions.. hahahahahahahahaha

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Sunburst’09 Cheap.

UPDATED: The kiosk thing was cancelled. xD so no more working at sunburst. BUT i’m still selling my tix. So if someone buys i wont go, nobody buys ill go la. haha.

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I’m selling off my Sunburst KL ‘09 ticket .

ONLY RM175 . It’s the cheapest ticket you can find now. Outside the official price is RM203, so yea, it’s a good bargain.

First come first serve. Call me @ 012-5817481.  No hutang-hutang all, no cash no talk. hehe.

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Here’s my explanation.

I’ll be working at the Coffee Bean kiosk at the event. hehe.

Frankly this year’s line-up isn’t my cuppa tea. Last year I only went because of John Legend and Raul Midon, and also to see  Incubus at least once while their still performing.

This year, let’s just say there ain’t enough Soul for me. haha. Don’t get me wrong the line-up is awesome, I mean N.E.R.D, Korn, Skye, and many more. It’s really really good. Just not my taste. So if I get the chance to go to concert and earn money i’d grab it. hehe. Plus it’s coffee bean, something I do everyday anyway.

So yea. If u wanna buy the tix call me. Don’t even think of persuading me to give it cheaper, RM175 nett. No less and no FREE. pfft. haha.

Chao.